Sweet Girlfriend Blowjob In The Car

i'm a cocksucker and it all started give blow job in a car. my age now i',m 19 year old girl. the man i sucked was much older and i was 19-7 = XX. he lives down the road he and i seem to just contact we started to talk about sex like me sucking he rub my ass i reach and rub his.i tell him i can swallow you dick anytime we just talked dirty to each other. then one night at a football game the game was over i was going to walk and he came up behind me and ask if i need a ride home yes i said as we started to go he ask me if i was going to suck him i kind of lol well if you want me he told me that i can suck so do it. he drove and parked he in did his pants i got down and suck it and not doing a good job he was telling how to suck and i was messing up he did cum in my mouth and i was gagging all the time i got out of the car and spit it out. he told me i was the worst cocksucker. that really hurt me. i said to him well can you teach me how to suck. that started me sucking him i suck him i mean i suck him a lot 2 to 4 times a week. then he told me to suck more men go down and stand behind the xxx theater, and xxx book stores and ask men if i can suck them some told me get lost but i did suck men. i still give him blow jobs anytime he calls me up.